{"id":1015,"date":"2010-04-05T08:28:13","date_gmt":"2010-04-05T16:28:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mxi2000.net\/mudworm\/?p=1015"},"modified":"2010-04-05T08:28:57","modified_gmt":"2010-04-05T16:28:57","slug":"loser-or-sandbagger","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.mxi2000.net\/mudworm\/2010\/04\/loser-or-sandbagger","title":{"rendered":"Better Be a Loser Than a Sandbagger"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The context was <a href=\"http:\/\/www.google.com\/url?sa=t&amp;source=web&amp;ct=res&amp;cd=2&amp;ved=0CAoQFjAB&amp;url=http%3A%2F%2Fweb2.puc.edu%2FPioneers%2FNVDC%2F&amp;ei=XAC6S57OI46csgPU8tTpDA&amp;usg=AFQjCNHzqwZZBzx_XobTx45NkZphqau7eg&amp;sig2=4j_9WAIsGJM4ZrVFgWt9RQ\" target=\"_blank\">Napa Valley Dirt Classic<\/a>.\u00c2\u00a0 I&#8217;m always interested in checking out the course of this unique race. The race seems to be well known because quite a few people I know have raced it; yet, it almost has that underground feel to it. Plus, the requirement of &#8220;no preride&#8221; has added some mystery to it, at least for people like me who have not raced it before. My friend Jeanne wanted to do it. She had raced it a few times before and remembered it being very fun. Erik encouraged me to go (he will go climbing that day instead). That&#8217;s when the internal debate started.<\/p>\n<p>Beginner or Sport?<\/p>\n<p>I truly believe skill-wise, I don&#8217;t belong in Sport category, but I remember how guilty I felt last year at Boggs IV when I won the Womens Solo Beginner class. (I had later found peace when I realized that by the first lap performance, I wasn&#8217;t too off for being in the Beginner class. It was only by non-stop pedaling that I managed to go around the course 8 times.) But I know, by signing up Sport, I would have no chance of winning at all,\u00c2\u00a0 zero, nil, zilch! To be a true Sport rider, one should be able to descend confidently and corner smoothly, neither of which I can do. But both Jeanne and Erik think I&#8217;m too fast for Beginner class. How can that be? A quick introspection reveals that I&#8217;m not a balanced rider. I still have not mastered the descending and cornering skills so I slow down where everyone else is able to make good time, but I&#8217;m a decent climber and I have fairly good endurance. What does that make me then?<\/p>\n<p>To save myself from the agony, I decided not to race. How about I just drive up on the race day, go play at Oat Hill Mine (read: technical climbing and descending) in the morning, and then go ride the course by myself after the race before they tear down the course markers? Erik&#8217;s answer, &#8220;No, you ride it in the race.&#8221;<\/p>\n<ul class=\"NoBullet\">\n<li>M: But, but, I don&#8217;t know what category I should sign up in.<\/li>\n<li>E: Sport<\/li>\n<li>M: But, but, I&#8217;m still a Beginner rider.<\/li>\n<li>E: No, you are not a Beginner rider. You keep telling yourself that, but you are not.<\/li>\n<li>M: But, but, I&#8217;m slow.<\/li>\n<li>E: No, you are not slow any more. Again, you keep telling yourself that. Even in your very latest blog post, you said, &#8220;Being a mudworm, I&#8217;m slow.&#8221; But you are not slow! Everyone we ride with tell me how fast you&#8217;ve become.<\/li>\n<li>M: But, but, I&#8217;m slow going downhill and on the flats.<\/li>\n<li>E: Just sign up, and go ride. This will be a good opportunity for you to learn that it&#8217;s okay not to win. Sign up now and don&#8217;t think about it any more!<\/li>\n<li>M: Okay&#8230; I guess&#8230;<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>So I signed up, in the same class as my friend Jeanne, a much more experienced and skilled rider. I felt relieved though now that I had made a choice (that I would never feel guilty about). It was in that conversation that I had an epiphany. The reason I kept saying to myself and everyone else that I was slow was because I had a different expectation &#8212; I expected myself to be a faster, more balanced rider. It could be my wishful thinking in play, or it might just be my ego. It&#8217;s good to be reminded that I should just be patient with myself, enjoy my riding as it is, and enjoy any little progress I make along the way.<\/p>\n<p>Now, I can&#8217;t wait to get back on my bike. Ever since that <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mxi2000.net\/mudworm\/2010\/03\/ftms-first-coe-ride\" target=\"_blank\">Coe ride<\/a> last weekend, I have been suffering severely sore throat and very achy body everyday. It finally came down hard this Saturday. I had asked for today (Monday) off because my vacation was about to overflow, but all I can do now is bundled up and rest. I had lost my voice completely, but at least, it&#8217;s the first time in a week that I didn&#8217;t wake up to knife-stabbing pain caused simply by swallowing. I think I might just be able to recover fully by the race. Now, I still have <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mxi2000.net\/mudworm\/2010\/03\/titus-ftm-carbon\" target=\"_blank\">that new bike<\/a> to dial in. Maybe I can do it by just staring at it in the living room&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The context was Napa Valley Dirt Classic.\u00c2\u00a0 I&#8217;m always interested in checking out the course of this unique race. The race seems to be well known because quite a few people I know have raced it; yet, it almost has that underground feel to it. 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